Dream wide conscious. Lives lived within the fight truth and lies. Hard to understand at times, awoke or awakening? To ultimately bear the satisfaction and the pain. Finely with grace and simplicity as they are one the same. For the warrior this is a labour of love for the world of form. Learning to bend, and pass with the flow. Our daily battle is to maintain a clear mind and hollow vessel. Out of the trenches now back into the light. Watch the champions transform. Calling back all that was left behind. Left behind not taken away, a choice we all decided to make. Debts paid, scales balanced, across the river through the gate. Beyond all measure the pleasure each time travelled home. Always awake and dreaming, elevating and creating.
Sleeper, It Is Time To Wake
When I’m asleep.
I'm alone when I close my eyes to find a place where I might stay. A warm hand touches mine, a voice whispers words of love. Sometimes I hear sounds of laughter, but there's no one laughing here. I know when I awake I will just fall asleep again. Sometimes I'm not even sure I'm here or where I'm going. Maybe I won't wake until morning comes. From the sound of children playing. Weren't there once good times, and bad?
When I’m awake
The world seems dull and I'm just falling asleep. I don't know whether I want to be here or to sleep again. I don't know how far I've gone. But I'm tired.
Don't I deserve peace? Aren't I worthy? Am I not strong? Am I not capable? Can I please find the peace that I need? Is there a way to be someone else, someone better? If there were someone else, would things change? Am I not deserving? Am I not good? Am I not kind?
When I close my eyes, I forget everything and see only darkness. Even though I cannot tell anyone. I cannot tell others about my dreams. I'm okay with that these dreams mean nothing to me. What does it matter, anyway?
What matters is what I believe, what I know. When I open my eyes, I'll understand. If I do not, then at least I know I'm not crazy. I will go back to sleep. I'll be alright.
My mind is clear
No need to worry even when I don’t know if I’m safe or not. What I know is that I am protected, no reason to be afraid. This is the life I chose for myself. My mantra to push on since I was three. I chose this because I can do this. This is what I came to do.
Because you are too stubborn to yield. Now, what do I choose for those around me? I choose this life so that I can be happy. To be loved, to love me. I fight for myself my brothers the light. The freedom to just be. That is what I choose. To just be me.